THE OTHER PIECE OF MY LIFE AFTER LETTING HER GO.

By Jemedari Mwanawakiume

True Love knows no limit.
She was a short girl, beautiful and intelligent, a girl everyone could die for. Wasn’t into her coz I wasn’t her type of guy at the beginning, this was because I "couldn’t handle" her like the way she liked.

She was a short girl, beautiful and 
intelligent, a girl everyone could die for. 

A dream to every guy at campus. Her behaviors sometimes scared me to death. She knew when she was wrong and saying sorry wasn’t a problem to her. She respected all people even my friends.

Although she had all these qualities she always put God first even before her parent. He knew how to do her stuff be it cooking, washing , cracking jokes and everything. My major weakness about her was her hazel eyes whenever I looked into her eyes was assured everything was ok. She knew when I was angry, happy, and sad. She was a girl to die for!!! At times my friends would say that I reached where I was going with such a girl! Meaning “ Mzito ushafikika, ushashikanisha”.

She was my first true love the greatest of all ladies! With her my heart was home. I had no much but with the little I had I would provide. She loved me for “whom I am” and not “what people thought of me”. I was so lucky to have her by my side.

You may think where she went…… anti am writing as if she is dead or gone somewhere…., you guessed right; we BROKE UP.

And am seeing your eyes popped out with a question as to why we ended the relationship. It wasn’t because of me but the fault was for both of us. I ceased the communication for two good months and the absence was like a bitter pill for us to take; so we become furious with each other. She was so tired of calling me and she never wanted my lame excuses ( as she expressed).

So I also decided not to listen to whatever she would say. And when she came to explain everything I busted out to her seriously; though I later regretted, someone else had taken her.

By this time I had forgotten what was causing my anger back then, I lowered my pride painful and went back and apologized to her. Her pride and ego couldn’t be hurt either, yes she forgave me but taking me back was a dream!

Time went on waiting on her to come back to me but in vain. So I also had to move on .Yes I went ahead, I went so far away… even in my dreams I would cease to see her.

I succeeded and was happy and had learnt to like where I was. And calling her name couldn’t make me turn my head anymore.
She had become so distant that remembering her was rare to me. And had deleted all her pictures, hated all the places where we had ever been together. But recently she called me saying she was sorry and I know she is sincere,but what a temptation…? I’m sorry love I like where I am!

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